it is a wounded feeling to miss you. it has been a year and it's a hard truth to accept. i still constantly wonder if you miss me in the slightest. i think i know what the answer is, and i wish i was okay with it.
i've been dreaming up all these different scenarios in my head. what would i do if you apologized
the answer to that is only hurtful to me
i miss you, but i know you never even listened to me enough to remember this blog existed.